A Few Quotes From The Magus

"Handsomely Equipped to fail, I wen't out into the world."

"The bedroom air seemed full of unspoken words, unformulated guilts, a vicious silence, like the moment before a bridge collapses."

"I'm only happy when I forget I exist.  When just my eyes or my ears or my skin exist.  I can't remember having been happy for two or three years."

"I was filled with a dry sadness, a mixture of remembering and knowing; remembering what was and what might have been and knowing it was all past."

"All the unspoken mysteries of puberty hung in the air"

 

Truth Be Told

With each answer we are given lies the end of a question, the end of a search, and a tiny death of knowledge.  With each lie spoken resurgence in knowledge is made, an obstacle in the path; in the search...in life's search, in the unanswered questions we live for.  In the beating of your heart, the breath in your lungs, the blood in your veins, lays a question with no answer, a question of vast solitude and immense depth.  Life is a series of unanswered questions and death...death is a reflection of the lies we believe to be answers, so in essence truth is obsolete, truth is what we want it to be, what we need it to be, truth is whatever we use to keep us alive.

Yes, this is a blog about HAN SOLO

I just saw serinity which was a good flick.  I never really gave firefly a chance but i liked the flick it was good. Anyway while watching it I couldn't help but think.  The main charcater is like some suave badass space cowboy dude.  Which is cool hes dressed like indiana jones he has a cool gun and the i don't give a fuck attitude.  It was clever and a refreshing change.  But as I was watching it was like man this guy is cool but hes no mother fucking HAN SOLO.  They tried to make him like han but no dice.  I mean he had the cool attitude and the fucked up ship.  But seriously lets think about this here.  Han had chewy...first and foremost thats the best fucking side kick ever.  Second the millenium falcon was the biggest piece of shit but in a good way.  Like a race car that looks shitty but still has balls.  And Han,...wll Han stood by three things chewy, his ship, and his guns...and in my oppinion thats all you need.  And i mean ok he fell in love with the princess but he was still a fucking pimp.  Case and point when Jaba caught up to him after lando sold him out and he was getting frozen.  The princess was all like "I love you Han"..and my mother fucker just looked at her dead in the eyes and said "I know" and bam he was frozen.  If that isn't a fucking bad ass mother fucker space/cowboy fucking stick to your guns and go down swinging king of cool then i don't know what is.  For that reason alone HAN SOLO WILL ALWAYS BE THE COOLEST ASTRONAUT EVER!....kiss the light saber bitches!

A conversation worth conversing about

I'm just a mix of colors and chaos

I think I’ve been detached my whole life but I’m longing to ground myself to someone or something

My first thought is I long to cease

But I guess that not true

I long for someone who also longs

Someone I can discover a purpose or mutual feeling with

Exactly

Someone who is lost like I am and together we reach this state of understanding
and through that we are tied together

like on our mutual quest for answers and understanding we find it within ourselves or something at least attainable and realistic
its like you are speaking to my soul....I feel that exact way
I don't want to be grounded to someone, but to a common purpose or feeling, or rather  an understanding we both vividly share
something that can be shared and fully understood by the other person but neither of you can explain it
kind of the way love works
like its there and you both share and understand it but, can't be explained
so I guess what I’m looking for in essence is my soul mate
that is the most sincere thing I’ve ever heard

Get me The fuck out of here

make a wish
... on a shooting star,
on a dandilion,
on your birthday,
its all the same.
Wish for me to die a horrible death
Go ahead, I dare you,
I wish for it every night
but maybe i just need someone to wish it too

SO COME ON I DARE YOU

Say it like you mean it baby,
Scream it like you mean it baby,
Fuck like you mean it baby,
If you wish 'till it hurts
like the way i made you hurt,
...maybe it'll come true
So go ahead and make a wish,

I FUCKING DARE YOU
I FUCKING DARE YOU

...I FUCKING DARE YOU

Gotham city's burning

Wander with me the dirty streets of desire Bums, wine-O's, crackheads all looking to get high. Dreamers, looking for a future. A poet projecting his miseries. All passengers in their vestal, Wandering, searching, forgetting, getting shitfaced. Stumbling through life with their sole's worn thin ...Ohh the things we should have been And yet here we are, Pondering life. Here in desire we find God, In the face of a dealer At the bottom of a bottle And in the apathy of youth Here, the moon will be the patron saint, The patron saint of lost causes. She will watch over us and echo our pain in her face. ...So wander with me the streets of desire, And pay the toll to your final resting place. Walk amongst us in the streets of the lost ...Here in the streets of desire

Atlantic city nights

Sometimes the things we're looking for, the things that will set us free are right in front of our very eyes; hidden in the face of the moon, in the eyes of a lover, in a wax poetic depiction of life....  The beauty of the world and the pulse of a city...life, love, longing, it's all in front of us, lost in the smuged beauty of the world and waiting for a wide eyed dreamer to stumble upon it.  I have found the meaning of life, love, and longing all in my fair Verona.  And i thank her for it.  Hidden in the neon lights and dirty streets is a dreamers paradise.  In these cold Atlantic city nights i have found all i ever needed to know.  Thank you fair Verona, thank you