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Last night I dreamt of you.  It's been two years since I last saw you but I still feel the same.  I still feel like it was yesterday.  That sad sweet smile.  The soft smell of your hair.  The way I looked at you, almost scared you'd shatter.  If you only knew the man behind the brown eyes.  The person I could be, but never will.  You invade my dreams and intrude with a sweet serenity, grace unmatched by even God himself.  Not lust in my heart but love, a love that can never be spoke.  A quite soft love that you know but will never admit.  The hardest part is waking up knowing your not laying next to me...Merely Merely Merely life is but a dream...