A conversation worth conversing about

I'm just a mix of colors and chaos

I think I’ve been detached my whole life but I’m longing to ground myself to someone or something

My first thought is I long to cease

But I guess that not true

I long for someone who also longs

Someone I can discover a purpose or mutual feeling with

Exactly

Someone who is lost like I am and together we reach this state of understanding
and through that we are tied together

like on our mutual quest for answers and understanding we find it within ourselves or something at least attainable and realistic
its like you are speaking to my soul....I feel that exact way
I don't want to be grounded to someone, but to a common purpose or feeling, or rather  an understanding we both vividly share
something that can be shared and fully understood by the other person but neither of you can explain it
kind of the way love works
like its there and you both share and understand it but, can't be explained
so I guess what I’m looking for in essence is my soul mate
that is the most sincere thing I’ve ever heard