how long can we take this chance not to celebrate

You ever go outside and feel overwhelmed by the world?  It seems to just hit you and all at once you realize that everything is alive and dieing at the same time.  Everything is always changing always reacting, so you try to not change or react.  You try to stop the world from turning.  You even try to stop dieing but then you realize that you can’t.  It’s a sad feeling when you look at something and realize that’s its never going to look that exact same way ever again, and neither will you for that matter.  Some people can’t handle this so they try to freeze themselves to that one particular moment in time, but it never works.  Things have a way of catching up with you, and usually it happens all at once.  Too often we read into things that don’t really matter and we run away from what we really think and feel.  We stop ourselves from processing life’s magic in exchange for a false understanding of what life should be, only to learn in the end that life wasn’t what you thought it was.  Then you wish to make up for all that lost time…but it will never be granted.  So learn to see the magic again before things catch up with you and its too late.  Because in reality the only bad day is the one that you miss.