tHOUGHTS BEFORE YOU

Sitting on those steps with the warm wind blowing in my face and blue skies you wonder how people don't find beauty in the world anymore, even the gray horizon where the smog met the blue sky was beautiful.  And somewhere along the way I can't help feeling like there was something major I missed.  Almost like I completely blacked out when people were discovering the point to all this....to life.  And sometimes I can't help feeling like IM due for a miracle, something that seems everyone else has, even though I get this sinking feeling I'll...we'll never get it.  I guess were all just waiting for an end and I hope when it does happen its on a day as beautiful as this with someone I love.